every beat of my heart

♥ Saturday, March 31, 2007

9:55 AM

wow. i finally changed my blogskin.
this. is. so. cool.

it looks so peaceful;
and claming
nothing like where im at.
take me there;
to the countryside.
and let time stop;
just there.
in that little fragment,
of my imagination.

wow. how chim-ded can i get. hehe. okay so... whats been happening to trisha lately? well... she has been suffering from short term memory loss and hopes to recover before the history test on monday. simply because she loves history and wants to do well for it. yeah. so that kinda sums it all up. oh and i've been thinking about life. like who made this and that. natural stuff, that is. it's all a miracle. life itself is a miracle. HAHAH. whee. awrite. well.. gonna go sleep soon. so bye :]

♥ Friday, March 30, 2007

10:12 PM

QUIZ!
this is so dumb;
i could die.

- The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?
i want the phone to be the phone. i dont want the phone to be anyone else

- When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
no. it's not my cart. it's the grocery store's cart ^^

- In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
depends who the people are

- Do you take compliments well?
thank you

- Do you play Sudoku?
yeah

- If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
wait. the question is... how did i GET into the wilderness. whooha! im questioning the quiz. ehehe

- Do you like to ride horses?
yeah. horses are cute ^^

- Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
no. but if u told me to dress up as one i guess i could.

- What was your favorite game as a kid?
scissors paper stone? -___-

- If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married what would you do?
make him go for plastic surgery

- Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
hahah why not. christian, catholic. black or white. it's all the same :]

- Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
neither. lol

- Are you ticklish?
yeah! ehhe

- Do any songs make you cry?
i think so.

- Do you know how to shoot a gun?
aha. yes! i aim another gun at a gun and shoot it. thats how u shoot a gun! ^^

- If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed?
the house? hehe

- How often do you read books?
not now. used to

- Do you think more about the past, present or future?
past. present. oh and the future too. -__- sorry. doesnt answer the question

- Favorite children's book?
the worm eating the leaf thing. i dunno.

- How tall are you?
158 hehehh. but i have this dumb habit of saying 258.

- Where is your dream house located?
lol. i dunno

- What name brand is your computer?
sony vaio ^^

- Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
yuh

- What flavour is your favorite lollipop?
strawberry :]

- Where was the furthest place you traveled today?
from my bed to the computer. hehe

- Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
OMG THIS IS THE MOST TOUGHEST DECISION EVER. T_T dont put me in such a tight spot. I REFUSE TO ANSWER SUCH A QUESTION. NEXT!

- Do you look like your mom or dad?
mom ^^

- How long does it take you in the shower?
40 minutes tops. LOL. its where all my thoughts are, alright? hahaha.

- Can you do the splits?
never really tried recently. but i know i used to be able to

- What movie do you want to see right now?
stomp the yard maybe.

- Would you like to make a shout out?
MR ANG, DON'T GO ON COURSE D:

- What did you do for New Year's?
sleep

- What song would you like to dedicate?
all the same by the sick puppies

- Do you own a camera phone?
yeah. a maroon razr whoo

- Who would you dedicate that song to?
everyone in the world :]

- Candles or Incense?
CANDLES!

- How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
5-6. depends.

- Do you like care bears?
ahhaha never really watched them

- What do you buy at the Movies?
movie tickets -___-

- Do you know how to play poker?
yeah. but how good i am? ask alex. not matthew. hahahah

- Do you wear your seatbelt?
yeh. just wear it. its a simple action and it could save your life

- What do you wear to sleep?
clothes -___-

- Are you in love?
maybe

- Do you like funny or serious people better
FUNNY LAME PEOPLE LIKE ME. HAHAH

- Ever been to L.A.?
nope

- Did you eat a cookie today?
i... cant remember

- Do you use cuss words in other languages?
yeh. cos nobody understands. hehe

- Do you hate chocolate?
NOO!

- What do you and your parents fight about the most?
i dunno. ahhaha

- Are you a gullible person?
YES. esp with alex. gosh.

- Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
nope

- Are you easy to get along with?
haha yeh.

- What is your favorite time of day?
early morning when the air is nice. and no one is awake yet. everything seems so peaceful. i love it.

***

haha quizzes are an easy way of having a "long" post. hehe.
anyway. i was sick yesterday.
but went to school cos of hist remedial
test on monday.
but. yesterday's one wasnt as effective as the other remedials.
coss.. the work that i did. got 4/4
so.. no explaining there. hahahaha
but yeah. its cool that mr ang's dedicated and all.

***

oo. changing blogskin now
:]

♥ Tuesday, March 27, 2007

5:10 AM

air stewardess: you speak very good french
mr. bean: gracias

HAHAHA. from mr bean's holiday. really funny. hahah. go watch. and if people say its not a good show and tell u not to watch it. it's basically cos they have no sense of humour and are jealous that mr bean can actually make people laugh. so GO WATCH THE SHOW. ahahah. and if u watch it and didnt laugh once. go check in into an asylum. hah, coolded.

okay just came back from extra history lesson. well not really.. its been 3 hours since i came back haha. remedial was good as usual. whoots. always worth my time. haha sheesh. the ceiling fan was like directly above me and the paper flew into my face -.- hahah. and i just completed my homework. heheh who LOVES history? MEE, hahah. history just rocks.

so anyway. after remedial, went to the canteen to switch on my.. no yenhua's ipod for the walk home. butt.. instead.. i found my fellow ex-bballers. hahaha. zeshan. anna. khoon. so yeh.. ended up going to the upstairs court to play bball. but i didnt play. only zeshan did. me khoon and anna went to play squash cos we were overexcited when we saw 2 squash rackets and balls when there was no one around in the squash court. hahah. so we played. cough. i mean anyhow played. hahahha. its so funny.then before that, me and khoon stole the balls anna was carrying and quickly went up to the court before anna and zeshan came out of the toilet AHAH. soo funnaye. and khoon ting so cute. she found a watering can and brought it up to the court cos she's amused that it can water grass. AHAHA. KHOON! THERE'S NO GRASS UPSTAIRS LOL. so cute. then after that.. i went home. hah.

ohman gonna wake up early for the next 3 days. cos history remedial will be in the mornings. hahha. hope mr ang doesnt forget it and go jogging again LOL. thats what he did to me and anna last time hahaha. wait. thats not funny. cos i woke up early for nothing ): really sad. BUT ANYWHO, HISTORY TEST IS COMING NEXT WEEK. YAYEE. AHAH. sorry. <3hist. heh.

heh. my attempt to stop matthew from being all emo and calling himself an idiot.

triShane. says:
but yeah

triShane. says:
why

triShane. says:
are

triShane. says:
you

triShane. says:
an

triShane. says:
idiot

triShane. says:
WAIT

triShane. says:
LEMME GUESS

triShane. says:
there was this guy who was walking down the road. and you were like. whoa its a guy. then. youre like. hi im a guy too. andd that guys like. we're in the middle of the road. then youre like. well yeah. then *WHAM. CRASH. BANG* eheh. that guy gets hit. which lends him in hospital but doesnt kill him. and he forgives you. but your hamster died cos you didnt feed it. so now youre sad

triShane. says:
...

triShane. says:
cos ur hamster died

triShane. says:
right?

LOL. haha whoops. didnt work. he signed out after that. hmm.. but it was a pretty good joke. heh.
and to matthew (who probably wont read this): ... .... DUN SO EMO LAH. HAHAHHA. SHANE LOVES JENN<3

ahhahaha. awright. gonna go sleep now. waking up at 5.40 tomorrow. sigh. SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP. hahaah. byee :]

♥ Sunday, March 25, 2007

7:46 AM

HEYY EVERYONE.
HAHA LIFE SEEMS SO GOOD.
EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE FALLING INTO PLACE.
THANKS FOR HELPING, JENNIFER.
HAHAHAHAHA.
ok my case aside.
suddenly everyone else seems to be feeling emo.
haha. i think its cute when people are emo.
-.-
please.
emo?
people have it much worse than u
blind people who wonder when they will ever see a loved one
deaf people who wonder when they will ever hear the voice of a loved one
people who have no home
people who live their life wondering if they will be fed the next day
people who have no family, no friends. nothing.
this is why i get upset when people think life sucks.
or say they dont want to live anymore.
or... if life is boring.
think of others.
they would be so grateful to life if they were you.
you have what they dont.
and yet... you treat it like trash.
it's life.
you cant just throw it away like that.
be it commiting suicide or not.
if u dont make the best out of living, its trashing.
thats why i never worry about things.
i'll just be afraid.
but i will never worry.
looking at the brighter side of life.
isnt that much better.
i wouldnt say im optimistic.
but i would never ever say life sucks
i will never sleep until i think i've lived the life a person would be proud to live.
and just by conveying this message to other people who come to this blog.
i feel much better about being me.
yeah.
so... if you ever feel emo.
think twice and think of ways to solve the problem(s)
instead of sulking away and saying how life sucks or whatever.
cough.
be like m1 lol.
'1 life, live it'
i think that really sums it up so yeah.
*chim-ness ends*
ehehe.
I FEEL SO PRO-DED.
YEAH TRISSHH.
YOU ROCK.
AHAHAHA.
oh and what i said just now.
the chim stuff?
yeah
wasnt pointing out to anyone in particular.
so you can stop wondering if i hate you or sth. lol.
haha kayy gtg sleep now.
byee :]
i love you so much ^^

♥ Friday, March 16, 2007

9:11 AM

hellooo
holidays are gonna end soon
everybody's sad
im sad too!
but im still okay ^^
heheh.
cos somethings make me HAPPY
loving you is not that bad after all
wheee
i havent studied though
gonna mug tomorrow
but theres om in the morning
which means i'll have to wake up early
and i'll also have to wake up early on sunday.
thats kinda sad.
yeah it is.
but thinking of you makes it better
lalaala.
so that meaaanss.. i wont be able to wake up late til the next holiday arrives.
ahhahaha.
nevermind.
i woke up super late during the last few days
so its ok.
slept like a pig.
hahahaha.
alex would know -.-
smsed me hell early in the morning luh
well my early is his late lol.
but still...
haha.
oh man i havent done my lit essay
been thinking for the past hour
but no inspiration.
dunno how to do at all.
but i do have some progress!
I WROTE MY NAME, CLASS AND INDEX NUMBER ^^
hehe.
oh crap.
lit and science test on monday
just realised yesterday lol.
so how?
never study.
and they arent exactly my favourite subjects either.
so hello failures!
but im still gonna revise as much as i can.
if not its no point being sad over poor marks. heh.
WHY CANT EVERY TEST BE A HISTORY TEST.
LOL.
then i would study like hell all year round.
hahahahha.
AND MATHS TOO!
WHO DOESNT LOVE MATHS?
^^
it's too fun!
hahah ok im going crazy here.
but im pretty much anti other subjects.
so yeap.
wont say which
but teachers usually affect ur feelings toward subjects so yeah
OK GTG NOW. BYE :D

♥ Monday, March 12, 2007

12:46 PM

HOLIDAYS!
hahaha. but i feel so un-free. lol
BYEEE :]
HAPPY SCHOOL-LESS DAYS!
oh please. what's so attractive about you, boy. both in and out. why is it that whenever i see you or see anything that has to do with you. my heart races, FAST. i cant help this feeling, can't help falling in love with you. no matter what happens to me, it's you who pushes me on. even though u dont know this, you're the one who pulls me up when i'm down. i can just take a glimpse at your picture and everything starts shining. i don't expect anything from you. i don't expect you to say you love me. i don't mind staying here, admiring you from afar. just being able to talk to you and see you and be by your side, that's enough.

♥ Saturday, March 10, 2007

5:07 AM

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♥ Wednesday, March 07, 2007

6:02 AM

helloo. havent been blogging for ages! lalala
ohman
so many things have been hapening recently
OH CAMP!
AAH I MISS IT SOOOO MUCH.
i miss
the trainers
the rain & mud
the milo
the food
the tents
the ~~dragon~~ boat (where's the dragon?!)
the hang out
the CAMPFIRE
the TRAINERS TRAINERS TRAINERS!
SALIHA
KERENNA (how to spell lol)
OP
WHERE ARE ALL OF YOUU?!?
:(
WE MISS YOU GUYS LIKE HELL
sigh.
we didnt even have a proper goodbye.
which is SAD luh
lalalala
wheeeeee
I GOT 12/15 FOR HIST
SO HAPPY.
well i dunno.
happy?
i dont know why.
but when mr ang announced that i got 12.
i didnt feel sad or happy. or anything
ohman
but i know i should be happy
but why did i have a sad feeling inside?
i think its cos i didnt try my best.
thats why there was no sense of accomplishment or anything
i know its a good score.
2nd highest in class
but still... i felt i should have tried harder.
OH WELL.
whats done is done.
at least now i know im consistent in history :]
or am i speaking too soon?
have to wait till the next test yeah
dumdumdum
sports heats just now.
dont wanna talk about it.
but at least i tried and i didnt give up :/
OHOHOH
on my way home from toa pah yoa stadium..
i bought this super cool drink man
it's called H20H!
lightly carbonated water
with a touch of 7up
no calories
no sugar!
HAHA THATS WHAT THE BOTTLE SAYS.
and yeap. it tastes really good
like 7up
except.. it has that water taste
DUNNO HOW TO EXPLAIN
ahhaha and its cheap!
1 buck for a bottle. 600ml
OH SHEESH
I SOUND LIKE IM RUNNING AN AD AGAIN!
HAHAHAHAH
ok pathetic.
OO I JUST REALSED THAT I SOUND SUPER SMART ON THIS BLOG. HAHA.
ohman i LOVE history!
its such a cool subject.
dont ask me why
*why?*
OH COS.
benCOOLen
chinese COOLies
lalala.
AHHAHA i think theres one more but i forgot.
lol.
AWRITE
GONNA GO SLEEP NOW
BYEE :D